Oops i sneezed again..

Yes that's right I've caught a germ. Well it shouldn't surprise me i haven't been ill since April so i was due for this, and at least this time it's not at Christmas, but it's made me behind on my college work and stops me going out in public. I first realised i was ill yesterday when my throat was on fire, so i got suspicious then half way through the day i was sniffing. Yep a bit o both. But today it's a flood of the sniffles, making me sofa bound, and not capable of doing my work as my brain is clogged up with snot. I'm supposed to be seeing my best friend tomorrow. Without making her ill and without looking like i'm about to die. Sunday i'm supposed to be seeing my boyfriend for our anniversary, it's not going to look pretty if i have a red nose like Rudolf and tissues stuffed up my sleeves like a magician. I've taken a picture of my survival kit to show you what i'm fighting this with; Left to right-Phone, drugs, cup of water, box of tissues, tv remote, cup of soup-golden vegetable, airwaves, custard/rice pots, white magnum style ice cream and my favourite teddy.

Oh dear not again....

My grandma had a fall in her care home, and has been taken to a local hospital (St. Mary's) as they think she has broken her wrist! So my mother is going down there to see how she is, so our quiet morning has turned around! So let's hope she is ok and doesn't have any bad bruises or black eyes like one christmas several years ago.

My idea of a good night out..

Is in fact a good night IN yes ladies and gents IN INSIDE, in some comfy clothes that cover everything up and are uber snuggie, watching some form of comedy or romance film (yes the 'chick flick' i enjoy them!!) or a romantic comedy as i love to laugh and smile. I don't know why people want to get 'wasted' and reveal themselves to strangers and most of the time not remember their night as they have increased their chance of brain damage?! It doesn't make sense to me, as alcohol doesn't appeal to me. I was chatting to my wolf pack in Psychology and they were chatting about random things, and parties and drinking games came up, and they suggested that we do something similar together and i explained 'i don't drink' and one wolf cried 'I'LL MAKE YOU DRINK! I'LL FIND SOME WAY TO FORCE YOU!!' and i thought that that was ridiculous, as that would be against my will.

I love to be in control of my thoughts and feelings and not burst them out at people who i don't want to know my secrets/inner thoughts, oh and have my vision, as i recently experienced in my DOCTORS it's not fun nearly fainting/being unconscious really it's not attractive (my dad said so) I've witnessed friends puking and upchucking it's just a mess for someone sober like me to clear up and help them.

This is my friend i found in my garden...

i was just roaming my garden photographing the autumn leaves that had fallen from my tree, when i saw this strange looking slug! I decided to photograph him/her as i had never seen a spotty and stripey slug in my life. (elephant caterpillars yes but never this)

Why, when your around it's heaven...

Another day with the other half, another day trying not to miss him! No matter how much or how little time i get with him i still miss him loads, so how do you work that out? I get so attuned to his company that when he goes i just feel lonesome, even if i have other company.

It's weird.

what i get up to in Photography...

We had the topic of photobooth and created our own pictures for Self Portraiture and here's me.

My morning at the Doctors...

      Today i had to endure a blood test. Considering that i have 'problems' with anything to do with needles me and needles just don't go down well...so my heart was pumping double time when i was waiting for the guy having his done and everyone who came out seemed fine so i was a little calmer, but tell that to my nerves! I got in the chair and my dad mentioned about my previous experiences and i explained about my needle thing, but i got in the weird chair and gave her my arm, but turned away so i couldn't see the weapon of pain, she strapped my arm down to make my vain pop out (i already have vainy arms and there's no problem with that) and i felt the tinge of the needle in my skin for about five seconds then it was over, and i was passed the cotton bud to prevent blood being spilt.
       Then it occurred. I felt a little faint and woozy, my vision became dotted by light and i felt flushed and struggling to breathe, my father said i felt freezing but i was on fire, i couldn't speak properly whilst this change was happening, it's frightening to have your sight, your hearing affected by something which wasn't that bad. By this point my throat felt closed up, and something felt like it had to come up my neck, this happened to be my breakfast, and the two red skittles i popped in my mouth after to gain some sugar. Seeing as i couldn't see efficiently i couldn't tell where the sick bowl was when the nurse passed it to me it went over the edges, when this happened i'm not even aware of what i'm doing it's just happening, and my body is trying to fix itself. After i had emptied my stomach i retrieved my sight back after my crazy few minutes, i was recovered and got home and had some strawberry jam on toast (strawberry is the best, no other flavour can supplement that not raspberry or anything else!!) and that went down a treat so i'm back on top!